Our prayers (orig post via Insta/FB 11/05/2019)

We as humans want instant gratification. We live in a fast, impatient world. I've cried out to Him more in the last year than I ever have. I look back at the times where I knew 100% that everything was going to be okay, the direction I was headed and how peaceful I was. Then I look at the times where I was unsure. Questioning, what now? I know that everything will be okay but when God hands the reins back to us for us to use our free will decisions, it can get scary. Especially for the overthinker like myself who wants to make sure she's making the right decision. Like, is what I want what God wants too? Or do I want this so badly that I am convincing myself that God wants it too? I know I'm not the only one who thinks this way... lol #TheStruggleIsReal

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Beauty From the Ashes

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Direction

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